Dear Ham Ham,
Its just been a few hours that you are gone and i cant bear it already...whenever i look at your pics tears welled up in my eyes.. I keep crying and crying but my tears wont dry up.. I miss you so terribly.. I miss stroking your warm fuzzy fur and looking at you while you're sleeping..
1year9mth flew past so fast..i cant help but feel bad that you died suffering with the injuries that xiao ham ham gave you. I feel even more upset that i cant be by your side when you passed away. You went away after we left you at the vet.
I was so hoping to hold and hug you when we were supposed to come back ard 4 to pick up up. We were so devasted when we heard the news from the lady that you were gone.. I was shocked then i broke down.. I didnt expect that you will be going away so fast. You didn give me enough time to prepare for this.
Please be happy, i really hope i can dream of you in my dream...
Love MN.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:57 AM