Dear Ham Ham,
Its just been a few hours that you are gone and i cant bear it already...whenever i look at your pics tears welled up in my eyes.. I keep crying and crying but my tears wont dry up.. I miss you so terribly.. I miss stroking your warm fuzzy fur and looking at you while you're sleeping..
1year9mth flew past so fast..i cant help but feel bad that you died suffering with the injuries that xiao ham ham gave you. I feel even more upset that i cant be by your side when you passed away. You went away after we left you at the vet.
I was so hoping to hold and hug you when we were supposed to come back ard 4 to pick up up. We were so devasted when we heard the news from the lady that you were gone.. I was shocked then i broke down.. I didnt expect that you will be going away so fast. You didn give me enough time to prepare for this.
Please be happy, i really hope i can dream of you in my dream...
Love MN.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
3:57 AM
My Beloved Ham Ham-31March2010
In Memory of Ham Ham-31 march 2010
My ham ham was a very sweet and cute hamster...
who was there with me whenever i was sad and lonely..
now that you are gone, it doesn feel the same without you.
i dunno what i am going to do without you..
i dunno what i am going to do when i miss you...
i just hope that you will be happy wherever you will be..
But no matter what i will miss you forever!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:23 AM
Hooray!!! Exams is out and Holidays is in!!!!!!
And my holiday started with my DPA chalet..
Well..our chalet is only 2d1n...yeah i know its so freaking short..
So mostly we spent the day buying the bbq stuffs and bbqing the stuff..lol
And then when we were all relaxing and playing cards, anthony gave us vodka w/ ice cream soda..
I sooo wannnaa freakinggg sayyy that vodkaa suckk bigg timee!!!
Cuz it totally taste like nail polish remover and im so damn happy that smeone(finally) agreed too:D
Was drinking while watching junan ply L4D...he's still a noob cuz he nv play before..
(Anan dropped his drink on the floor b4 he even gt to drink it lo..lol)
I had a total of 3 cups of vodka w/ soda..(one of the drink was jinhao de lo..haha)
Den play play tieti with anthony alex and how...jinhao was just watching..
LOL..i hate the fact that my head was spinnin lo..
Im very clear of what im doing but my head spin..
Super irritating lo..and ant say i "sany~" watever meanin drunk la...
I nt drunk lo...!!!!
Play until i cannot bored liao i jiu went out to walk walk..yes!alone @ 1am in the morning!!wahah..
Walkin with the wind blowing stopped all the head spinning thingy..haha
I cant decide wan go sit on the beach or go plyground..
Munhan call me to wait at the back gate of coasta sand there..
So munhan jinhao kooge fok all pei me go plyground!!woohooo~~
Walk a longg way there..
Went on the swings 1st...yeah!!swing lai swing there..lol
Then went to the turn around thingy de..
Me and munhan play on it awhile...
Den i ask fok to get on cuz i wanna to spin him till he gt dizzy..
When i was pushing the thing..apparently my slipper bend and trip on the uneven sand..
And i fell smack right in the face into all the sand!!!!!
Yep..my whole body was covered in sand..
SO damnn embarrasing lo!!!cuz i know surely that jinhao and kooge will laugh at me de..'shy shy'
i got a cut on my knee and some on my toes...damn stupid me lo....
My knee was bleeding la but it doesn really hurt so nvm..heck care..;))
Went to the climb climb thingy..
I really really long time nv ply in pasir ris plyground le mah so i was really excited..
So i climb high high although it was so dark i couldnt even see properly..
I think munhan they all think i was drunk lo...
Cuz they keep saying careful here careful there..lol
And the worst part is here!!!when i was on the top i den realised my phone was gone lo!!!!!
OMG!!!!'panic panic'!!!!!
Run back to all the place i go to..and found my phone near the swing..
(must have fly off when i swing really high..haha)
Went back chalet..slacked till ard 4plus? i den go bathe..
Den slack again till 5plus den sleep sleep alittle but..
Woke up ard 8++ slacked packed and went off by 10.30..
And its home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:23 PM
Today went rp to study for our last paper which is physic..
(tat was what we supposed to do la...)
instead we were slacking ard on the sofa..treating it as our home!
haha..:) then we went causeway point cause we wanna makan smething before going hm..
went to mac gelare den mac again..cause the galera was too ex..
makan makan talk talk...
den we headed to the acade...
and then we all went hm..
when the bus 168 was reaching my stop at tamp...
i saw lots and lots of smoke..
at 1st i tot was is like construction work smoke?
But no is wasnt lo!!
the field of trees and bushes there was on
fire!!!!
and the
fire was really really big(to me la..)
i took some pics of it when i was still on the bus..
look at all the smoke!!
and the fireman trying to put out the fire..
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:24 AM
SPAMMED HAMSTER PICS!!!!!!!!:D:D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:24 AM
CHU YI:
me my lil and big sis went to out with my grandma aunts uncle...
just went out for walk walk lo..
we went to the esplande there cuz they had a big big show there?
where a lots of tiger models were put up..
after that we tok my aunt car and went to some coffee shop to get our dinner and lao yu shen..
actually the lao yu shen quite small lo..
but too bad cuz we only a little bit ppl nia..
and makan finish jiu go home liao..
my aunt use her car to send us hm..
and on the way hm my aunt went past some place that got monkey lo!!!
they look weird right!!?
hmm..i mean i tot that they will look much cuter lo.LOL
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:04 AM
Okay..so i haven been updating for a very very longg time.. haha...
i was busy but i still wanted to blog but i didn...and part of it was due to lazyness...
hmm...so i tink i will start from like feb....
i dun really rmb which day that i had to go work during CNY wk..
maybe chu san?
went there to help out cuz they had a shortage of ppl..
well who wanna work during CNY..
i wouldn if i had the chioce.LOLxD
work morning shift...and dunno why they had flowers at unity too..
lol..maybe its for valentine day too or smething?
haha..got rose and blah blah..
i took one yellow de..cuz the colour quite nice jiu take home;D
nice right?
hahha...
and this is me and my scary looking face!!hahaha
rawr!!
i even put the rose in a cup and filled it with water lo..
i so good hor..;)
but my goodness only lasted for a day..
lol...now i go and look at the rose..it withered like siao liao!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:45 AM