You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:50 AM

LOOK AT ALL MY "WOW" PICS..

HAHAHAHA

DAMN FUNNY!!!!

~

.

haha..tis is my mama make for me the MEE SUA!!!

gt alot of meat meat, liver and 2 eggs:x

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:45 AM

YEA~~!!present finish le..
Although i really nt satisfied ;/

Slack at e-plaza..supposed ply dota with MY dey all de.
But went k-boxing with jan, yilin and agnes..
Sing, shout, jump around!!!!haha
Anw there gt a guy workin there..
His looks quite ok la..plus his hair damn shiok,.LOL
but too bad he SMOKES!
and somemore smoke outside the toilet...
Haizz..-.-
I dun like ppl who smokes..
So FOK im saying that u DIE FASTER if u keep SMOKING!!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:00 AM

Blah..blah...
Today went school early supposed to study for cellbio.
But didn at all la.
Had mac for beakf.
Went e-plaza slack, surf net...

Went to the class,,
Suntanned a while..LOL
Took the test,
got 18/40..haha nt bad leh
Considering that i nv study..xD

Back to e-plaza chiong the proposal and presentation..
Chiong to printing shop to print..
Went sch de running track..
Run 3 rounds i jiu tired le..
Not like caleb..he run about 7 rds..zz

Dad's annoying call...
Jiu went hm ahead of them.
HOMED...
Last min change the slides abit..
Tat means i have to reprint la...lol
waste of money...-.-
haven do script!!!!
Think go sch early do.
i iron my shirt sia!!!LOL..so guai

random:
Your situation may seem to be a little more hectic than usual today, Scorpio. There may be new cycles beginning and old ones closing down. Although the general emphasis is on your home and family, the Quarter Moon points towards entertainment and fun. If you are out and about, you are likely to run into someone from the past or have heavy-duty deja-vu experiences today. Just be careful not to set yourself up for a repeat of difficult experiences by not profiting from the mistakes you made the first time around.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:32 AM

Today went out with huiji to buy my high heels,

bugis 1st..and den we look ard all the shoe shop..

bought a white high heel:D

hehe...

huiji wanted to walk to serangoon...

but in the end we got lost.

LOL...

we from BUGIS walk to LITTLE INDIA den KK HOSPITAL den NEWTON FOOD CTR..and the end to ORCHARD

huiji candid's pic by me!!!

there we are at newton food ctr....

tis place really look like you're at east coast park lo.

our ice teh

fried carrot cake!!!!!

we nearing orchard at ard 4plus

look look..SK-II boutique spa!!!!!

haha..

saw it and jus took for fun=]

I hate you!!

You sms me whenever you like it.

And then later don't reply me for many hrs.

I'm not just a toy for you to talk to when you're bored.

If you're busy just say so!!!

I won't bother you anymore!!

I have emotions too!!

And i really really will get very mad!!!!

You know that because of you i get really irritated at the slightest thing.

I really hate myself for that.=(

Sometimes i can't hold my anger in and let it out on my friends..

I feel really bad.

I don't like the me now..

JUST SHUT UP AND TELL ME I MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU!!!!!!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:34 AM

Ytd went to gym with caleb, mingyang and roger.
Ok..so this is the 1st time tat i gone to a gym.
So i basically dunno wat to do..
haha..roger and caleb so hiong keep lifting very heavy de weight.
Seems like both of them wan muscles~~
Den mingyang hai hao..nt tat crazy.
He do normal de..

As for me, i do the EASY de.
Hahahha. the treadmill, bicycle de and blah blah....
i dun wan big big muscle..jus keep fit jiu can le.
roger ask me try the lift weight too de..
i can only lift abit jiu cmi le..lol

mum nv cook dinner today,
so i da bao kfc hm
LOL..i ate back all de calories i burned at the gym.
HAHA
:D

Oh, and i love today the horoscope:D

You might as well follow the urge to get out there and enjoy yourself, Scorpio, because the stars show you as having a degree of divine protection today. In fact, you may find yourself wondering how you got through something, or escaped some consequence of something that you did. As long as you have faith that everything will turn out OK, today it will. Don't give up on something you're stuck on; help is available if you ask for it. Make some calls and get together with someone today, you'll be happily surprised.

yea i hope that i'll be surprised today, cuz i'm going out with my fren!!!=x=x
see see maybe i randomly call anyone...LOL

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:28 PM

Omggggggg.......
I finished my proposal le..
And today just told Agnes that i didn't have the 'drive' to do it.
I'm soooo soooo happy to do finish it!!!!!:D

Nxt will be my presentation...
Hmmmm......
When will i get the 'drive' to do it nah?!!
Hahahahha...
Still waiting....
Come quickly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=x

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:16 AM

Today is a longgg dayyy.
Not that is really long.
lol
I guess i can say bye bye to my physic already..
Haha.
Ate mac for lunch with aiai, agnes and jj
After that do report.
1st time had to chiong 3 report..
really crazy..hahaa
Did for about 3 1/2 hr before we finally gave up..
=x
and then funny things happen and and
aiai taught me alot of "stuff"
damn funny..laugh until stomach pain

A funny msn post for everyone to see:

GuyA: hello
me: hi

GuyA: what u doing? (he dunno me but still ask this stupid qns!!)
me: u won't know even if i said

GuyA: try saying?
me: sch work
   project
   still wan me continue mah
   zz

GuyA: lols
   why u so dao sia (he still dare say me!!!!!!!!!!!)
me: then what u wan me to do, flirt with u !?

GuyA: lols
   nvm
   sry to disturb

........"THATS WHAT DESPO DO" jan jan say de..
hahahahaxD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:42 AM

-The possibility of new beginnings seem to dominate the day today, Scorpio. You may experience forgiveness, or you may give someone else a second chance, but either way, you'll have a personal experience with closing the door on the past. All you have to do is to be willing to accept change, and let go of whatever is holding you back. Be careful not to hold on to any grudges, and make sure you don't reference your present situation to the worst of the past. Find the meaning in past problems and move on, because this is a day of hope and encouragement for you.-

ya this is so true!!!!
im gonna forget the past and all the other bad things!!!
i don't want my frens to worry aout me!!:D
jan jan, yilin, agnes and fok and joseph....
dey all treat me soo welll!!!:p
so im gonna live eat and play with all my kawaii fren!!!(plus i gotta study too)!!!!!!!
MUST HAVE FUN IN LIFE!!!!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:11 AM

mornin- cellbio tut,
orgchem lec..de subject quite boring lo.

afternoon- went north canteen with janice,
yilin, agnes, yvonne, roger,
junjie, john, caleb, mingyang.
LOL..u nv know hoe funny caleb is.
he's sayin "yellow" stuff but he still as funny and cute as ever>

and den janice say she gonna help me & caleb find bf/gf..
lol...funny
jan become matchmaker le.
and jan ask me how's caleb for a bf..(i tink she gt ask ba)
actually i dun mind havin caleb tat kind of bf..haha><
cuz he quite cuteeeee(he always blushes easily.)...LOL:p

and agnes "confessed" to caleb..haha
nt really confess la..
and she gt scolded "fuck you" by caleb in phy class...
hahahahhaha
to me dey both are fierce in their own way..xD

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:29 AM

If pain would stop me from thinking about you,
i wish i can be in pain all the time...

I'm not afraid of any physical injuries,
but i'm afraid of getting my heart hurt...

Can anyone stop me from thinking these thoughts,
i'm scared i can't take it any longer...!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:49 AM

today is a unlucky day,
forgt my lapcoat,
almost late for prac,
had some problems durin prac, but it was alright.

stats class couldn understand,
lecture even worse,
seems like im gonna fail tat module.

had lunch at south canteen,
went orchem prac,
it was fun=]

but til the end my mood went frm gd to bad..
我讨厌现在的自已。

i hate this feeling of mine..
i dont want to be thrown back into the despair i once experience.
i couldnt take it then,
i wouldnt be able to take it now.
love is something tat never leave my side and i know it wont.
it haunt me till i break down.

love is so hard.
i cant understand it.
i tried to embrace it,
but im scared i'll be hurt once again.
my fren tried to help me,
but i just cant go out of my comfort zone.
never able to stand out in the world full of love.

i really really care about my fren, cuz if they leave me i would have nothing left.
but sometimes i really cannot stand it,
seeing how people who found their rightful partner.
and im all alone,
cuz i know my fren will eventually find their partner too.
i'll be alone once more.

my fren said love is not to be scared off,
as everything about love is wonderful.
but the only thing that im thinking anout is " what if he say he dun like me?"
den our realationship as frens will be over.

i always think too complicated stuff,
i know i do.
if someone treat me good in a way, i might misunderstand it.
i want to avoid having that misunderstanding but yet at the same time i hope it was true.
having someone who looks after you, care about you isn't that bad.
yet i cant find tat person.

why?why?why?
i wanna say i hate love!
but a part of me wishes for it!

i have alot i want to say,
but in the end...i have nth to ay.

I'M A COWARD WHO DOESN'T DARE TO EMBRACE LOVE.
but i act as if i know the word LOVE.
i only live life as days and days passes on...

oh my...it seems like i said quite alot.
so it bye bye for now.

hope that one day i'll be able to throw the coward myself away:)

its the 1st time i wrote down my feelings,
so if anyone of u ask me about this i'll be too embarrassed><

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:32 AM

today after sch went marina square.

haha.pei jan jan to her work.

den me and yilin walk ard see see jacket

we went clark quay 1st,

cuz she wan buy sweet sweet for jan jan..=]

went tamp nxt

head for uni qlo at tamp1.

we both bought a jacket..haha

tml gonna wear to schxD

...and tis is my summarised post for today blog!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:53 AM

finaally bought contact len=]

tml wont be blind kid anymore..haha

took train from admiralty...

and know what!!

i woke up at marina bay!!!loL

back at tamp,

bought bread for breakf(im nt de one eating lo..zz)

and saline solution.

bought a set for jj too..

super heavy lo..-.-

when i reach hm, my mum told me she brought hm smething...

......

LOOK WAT SHE BROUGHT BACK!!!!

VODKA!!!!!!!

omg....she say christmas den drink

(p.s its 1litre for godsake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

O.O

oh..and tats my little hamham running around.

haha=]

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:30 AM

haha..i so random

jus put tis pic for fun

oh. and i got bitten by hamster..

my hand disfigured liao laaaa..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:17 AM

after sch, pei jan to mrt.. went back to e-hub.
only went there to meet MY and HE for fun.
in the end help a bit for their ppt.

got chased out of e-hub.
went outside blk q do tut qns and cellbio flowchart.
HE went hm.
did the tut qns..
brain fried liao, cuz too hard.
so anyhow do..hahs
nxt cellbio..
did the flowchart.

getting dark..so packed up.
went cheers.
bought panadol..(eww..not nice+de panadol gt stuck in my throat.zz)
ty MY cuz he buy the panadol for me(haha..cuz i bo $$)
have to rmb to pay him back nxt wk.
walk to mrt.
take train hm..

(p.s de words in CAPS is ppl de name; not really he or my....lol)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:25 AM

wah..so hardworkin..